Let me tell you a little bit about me. When my great adventure began, I was
young (age 25) and not very experienced. Oh, I had sex any number of times,
in
a number of different ways, but I never felt the wild excitement in actually
doing those things that I imagined in advance. I had a million different,
very
kinky fantasies, things that I really wanted to do but was afraid to try,
even
if I had the opportunity to try) which I really didn't have. Mostly, my
fantasies involved me as a sort of slave girl, captured by some strong
individual. Some days, I imagined my master to be a male and sometimes a
female, with special events for each one. What I thought I really wanted was
a
strong master or mistress, one who also had wild sexual fantasies, and who
would take charge of me and would then act out those fantasies, obviously
with
me playing out the part of slave girl, used by master (or maybe better yet,
mistress) in strange and delicious ways, hopefully with an audience watching
and most delicious of all, whether I liked it or not. I wanted strange and
sexy
things to happen and not have any say as to the agenda, to be used, perhaps
even to be a little bit abused.
My figure is good, that is, I think it is good, and maybe you will agree
(that
is, you will if you like full bodied girls with large, shapely titties). I
am
tall, about 5'7", with a nice, full shapely bust, good legs, and a delicious
round bottom. I love being nude, and enjoy other people seeing me nude. I
have
even posed nude for a guy, just for fun, very naughty, very sexy pictures,
like
me masturbating for him, with a
large rubber dildo or for example, his
favorite
shot, me urinating for him, the stream shooting out like a waterfall. I did
find that very exciting (though, I would just die if those pictures ever got
out) and no, I won't show YOU the pictures, either. I also posed nude once
for
a very, very sexy amateur lady photographer, but that is a completely
different
story that I do not intend to tell you today. All I will say about that is
that
she was dressed when she took the first pictures of me, she was nude when
she
took the last pictures of me, and the very best pictures would have been
taken
a while later, but by then, frankly, she was too busy to think about taking
pictures. She had her mind on something else (and her tongue into something
else, too).
I love reading about kinky sex. Sometimes, I go to the porno shops, to look
at
the fascinating things they write about, and to look at the exciting array
of
rubber
dildos and
butt plugs and
cyberskin cocks accessories that they sell. I even bought a couple of
those
things) strictly as a scientific experiment, you understand. I know a nice
shop
in Miami that sells remarkable stuff and I have purchased four different
dildos
and a couple of
rubber butt pluggers. I adore playing with these toys, and
had
a secret fantasy about somebody else putting them into me (instead of me
doing
it myself). If it was a super-sexy guy who did it, and if he started me out
with a nice, bare bottomed spanking, that would be just great. And if it was
a
marvelous, beautiful, dominant super sexy lady who did it to me, that would
be
the greatest!!!
In one of the shops, I found a magazine, a Swingers Journal that seemed
interesting. It had just fascinating pictures, especially in the B&D area
that
was my particular excitement at the time. The ads seemed like fun. One of
these
showed a guy whose area of interest was in spankings, enemas, and Greek
things
about which I had many secret thoughts but not much real experience. I
decided
that I would answer this particular ad, not intending ever to meet this guy,
but rather, just to hear what he had to say.
A week or so later, I got a letter from him, with a nude picture. His name
was
Tom. He was a divorcee. He was about 35, well built, well hung, too. And he
was
holding a leather paddle in his hand and hanging from the ceiling next to
him
was a large enema bag, a long rubber hose attached to it, and connected to
the
end of that, a black rubber looking device that got inserted into the
recipient
of this enema, and really did the work. It looked like a huge, erect, black
penis. Believe me, it was an impressive picture.
His lett